[FT] Rogue Cheney x Reader Chapter 7

~Rogue's POV~

It 's hard to explain and I would have never imagined that I would once end up in such an emotional state , but .. I have to admit that I enjoy this woman's company very much. Except for Frosch, no one has ever managed to distract me from my own feelings and to show me the beauty of this world.

Skiadrum, the dragon who raised me, had told me, that I could experience joy in any form, but he has never shown me how I can share or show this joy. But [Y/n]... She...

How should I put this...?

My mind feels free.

The darkness in me slowly dissolves.

'This must not happen. '

... I beg your pardon?

Where did that voice come from?

' ... '

Strange...

I felt a strange force within me. It seemed menacing, yet so familiar.

Like my past trying to catch me. But I would never let this happen to become HIM...

No... I thought and shook my head when I came back to my senses and my environment became clear.

Frosch and [Y/n] sat with me and we looked at the fireworks, as we slowly came closer to each other...

My heart began to race slowly... I only knew the feeling of my racing heart in fights when I was pushed into a corner. Otherwise it would always beat evenly.

Why now? Why is my heart pounding that fast right now? And why did I have this desire to kiss her after I felt her lips on my cheek?

I put my doubts away and closed my eyes as I approached her lips slowly. This behaviour was completely foreign to me, but it did not bother me. On the contrary.

I’ve never felt that good in my entire life. Slowly I leaned closer and I could already feel her hot breath on my lips...'

HEY! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING? STOP IT! '

My eyes widen in schlock and I pulled my head back. There was it again. This deep and cold voice. It sounded…somehow like my voice, but on the other hand not …Just…What the hell is going on with me right now?

~Normal POV~

You opened your eyes after Rogue didn't do anything and looked at him with concern. "Rogue? Are you okay? You are completely pale." You remarked as you put your hand on his forehead to see if he had a fever.

"Your forehead is hot. Why didn't you tell me that you don't feel well? We’ll immediately look for a hotel and then you’ll rest."

With these words you stood up and held out your hand. Rogue only watched you with an apathetic gaze. It seemed like he was absentminded.

"Rogue...?"

Frosch walked to his best friend and with his paws he nudged Rogues leg. "Rogue, what's wrong? Fro is worried…"

Rogue blinked and shook his head quickly. Then he held his hand to his forehead, as if he had a massive headache. "Excuse me. I...I think I am just getting a cold. I should head back to the guild." Rogue sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. He didn't understand himself anymore nor did he know what was currently going on with him.

"The Sabertooth guild is too far away yet. We’ll look for a hotel and will spend the night there. No arguments." You said and Rogue sighed. He had neither the desire nor the nerve to discuss with you now. "As you wish." he murmured and let himself be led by your hand through the meadow back to the city.

It was dead silent between you two. Although the mood began so beautiful, it now seemed to be quite depressing.

'What happened to him? I thought for a moment, he might like me too...' you thought disappointed and sighed deeply as you pulled Rogue to the next hotel.

"From here on I can make it on my own. You should return to your friends, otherwise they’ll make themselves worry again." Rogue said somehow emotionless, but you ignored him as you led him into the building and asked for vacancies.

"During the Hanami festival you are looking for availability that shortly? You are lucky that at the last moment someone jumped off. An elderly couple has cancelled earlier. I can offer you the Rose Suite." Said the receptionist, as she went through her archive magic to look for the hotel information.

"A Suite for couples? Does that mean there is only one big bed?“ Rogue asked and the receptionist nodded. You and Rogue looked at each other before you both turned away blushing.

"Then we probably have no other choice .. "

On the way to your room it was very quiet between Rogue and you. As Rogue opened the door, he headed straight to the adjoining bathroom. "I'll go take a shower…" he muttered, before he closed the bathroom door and left you behind.

You sat on the bed and looked down at your lap. Frosch jumped on your lap and snuggled up to your belly. "May Fro sleep in the bed too?" Frosch asked, causing you to smile a little.

"Of course. There is plenty of room."  

"Yay" Frosch exclaimed happily and purred softly among the pats, you gave him. The small Exceed really seemed to feel comfortable with and around you.

"Frosch…?" You then began seriously. "Yes?" The green Exceed looked up at you questioningly and with a sweet face. "Why is Rogue repellent and so cold so suddenly? He was totally different earlier." You muttered and hugged Frosch tightly. Frosch gently stroked circles around your belly with his paws.

"Rogue has a good heart, but he has difficulty to show his emotions Only to Fro he is always kind and courteous. But with you he displays this side of him as well, which means that he likes you as much as he likes Fro!" Frosch smiled and you blushed a bit, eventually your feelings are mutual then?

"But now he's acting so strange…" You murmured as Frosch cocked his head to the side and looked up at you. "Fro thinks Rogue is just tired. Since the end of the Grand Magic Games, he has not slept properly." Frosch said worried. "He didn't? That sounds worrying. "

Meanwhile, in the shower

Rogue let the hot water pour down upon him and enjoyed the feeling of it. He supported himself with his hands on the cold surface and his hair hung into his face.
This was relaxing and so he could finally let his thoughts wander.

But even if he tried to think of anything else, he did not succeed.

He was seeing something, despite his closed eyes; an image won't disappear from his mind. And this image was…you.

~Rogues POV~

Frustrated, I leaned my forehead against the cold wall of the shower and sighed deeply.

There was just no matter what I did, I did not get this woman out of my head. Her gentle voice echoed in my ears as I always had her smile before my mind's eyes.

Certainly, she was not unattractive, of course. But how could it be that she's stuck so strongly in my thoughts?

Is this what Skiadrum called "love"? Do I feel love for [Y/n]?

When the water got too cold, I turned it off and looked for a towel that I could wrap around my waist.

I went a hand through my wet hair and looked in the mirror. My cheeks were a little red and my eyes shone in a strange way...

I can’t remember that my face ever looked that…happy?

Is this my face when I think of her? Are that my feelings towards her? Slowly, I stepped closer to the mirror and put my palm on the cold glass. Her hand was as cold as this glass.
.
I shook my head.

No, I had to stop to have these fantasies with her. Before they went uncomfortable.

With a sigh, I went to the door and wanted to comment that she could take a shower now.

What I saw there, didn't  only warm up my cheeks but my lower region as well...

[Y/n] sat on the hotel bed, her kimono was pulled up to her belly. Presumably she was about to change for the night. But Frosch seemed to have had a better idea...

Right now my partner was just between [Y/n]'s breasts and snuggled into her bra. [Y/n]'s cheeks were slightly red and she laughed uncertainly.

"Frosch, let go of me please. I want to change..." [Y/n] chuckled and I swallowed as Frosch's paw accidentally disappeared into her bra as he wanted to jump away. "Fro likes the pattern on this fabric! Besides, you're so soft and comfortable! Fro wants to sleep with your breasts as pillow!" Frosch whined and [Y/n] sighed before she laughed. Both did not notice me. But then she suddenly looked at me and her eyes widened.

Her gaze was piercing and shocked before she looked away with an open mouthed look on her face.

I wondered why she reacted that way. Because she made no move to cover her upper body. But when I looked down at myself, I knew why she was so shocked...

Scouts could have camped under the tent that had formed under my towel …that big was the buldge...

As Frosch noticed my presence, he was happy and ran to me as usual. But he remained fascinated in front of me and looked directly at my giant buckle...

"Rogue? What sticks out of you there? And is pointing towards [Y/n]-chan? "Frosch asked and jumped to me.
I suspected terrible moments ahead…very terrible.

And I was right, because he plucked the towel from my body and looked interested on my erection. "It looks funny! Can I touch it? Hey. Hey [Y/n]-chan, want to touch that tasty looking stick too?" He asked and I saw out of the corner of my eye that [Y/N] buried her head deeply in the pillow in shame.

I would also prefer to be able to sink into the ground at this moment...  
Thank God that Sting wasn’t here right now. He would just piss me off with this moment until the end of my life and I never could let my face be seen anywhere again...

Before Frosch could stretch out his paw, I came to my senses and stopped him. "NO! That...that... ", I needed an explanation, now.

"No you can’t touch it. I…It stings and it would hurt you!"

Frosch blinked and then jumped away of me. "Okay!" , He laughed and ran back to [Y/n]. "Are you asleep already? Fro wants to cuddle!"

After this I went back into the bathroom and locked the door... And that night…or probably never again I would  leave this room...